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Entries from July 2008

this just in…

July 23, 2008 · Leave a Comment

estelle getty has passed, at the age of 84. she was my fav golden girl. sophia, here’s to you.
my friend. your friend.
my friend. your friend.

estelle (sophia), thank YOU for bein’ a friend who travelled down the road and back again. you were a pal and a confidant. and if you threw a party, invited everyone you knew, you would see the biggest gift would be from me. and you can bet your ass the card attached would say, “thank you for bein’ a friend.”

 

…i made that up myself. i’m just full of inspiration right now.

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and now… the…

July 22, 2008 · 1 Comment

continuation of the green shirt…

when i get to the office every morning, it is only myself and ian (we’re the over-achieving, western, work-a-holics). and because i have my own office on an entirely different floor from everyone else, i don’t get to see anyone until lunch (because we all eat together). today we went out to eat and so we met in the foyer area before leaving. that’s when i noticed… zax (pronounced zac)… i refer to him as one of my thai boys (even though he’s 26 [which i didn't know and assumed he was of boyish age])… anyway. that’s when i noticed… zax… wearing none other… than a green shirt! and dark-washed pants! and he has dark hair!

zax doesn’t speak english, but that doesn’t stop me from communicating with him. i ran up and (using only hand gestures), said (with my hands) “my, would you look at this sight. it seems we are both wearing similar outfits on this tuesday. that makes us twins.” and he seemed to understand what i was “saying” and laughed. then i called him my brother the rest of the day.

i received a message about my last post and they said, “Sometimes I think it’s appropriate to embrace the excitingly average. Being awesome *all* of the time can be stressful.”  (thanks SF)

to that i say, fine. but only this one time.

and, as promised, an average photo of me being average in an average green shirt. that’s my voice in the background… ironically, also green.

green.average.tra la.

green.average.tra la.

and now, it is bedtime. another blog shall follow tomorrow… maybe. looks like you’ll have to tune in to find out. [cue: suspensful music]

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average.

July 22, 2008 · 2 Comments

i’m at work right now. it’s 8:00am. for some reason i’ve decided to wear a green shirt. a plain green shirt. i hardly wore this shirt in the States. it makes me feel average.

today i’m just an average person with a green shirt on. and skinny jeans because… i mean, c’mon.

in other late breaking news, it was a good morning for the ol’ iPod shuffle! a few songs that popped up were:

Corner Cafe – Gabe Dixon Band

Nantes – Beirut (this is my FAV song at the moment! i listen to it way too much)

Wonderwall – Ryan Adams

Sideways – Let’s Go Sailing

For You – Coldplay

Unlike Me – Kate Havnevik

I Can Do Better Than That – the Last Five Years (who wouldn’t want a Last Five Years song to start off their morning, yeah?)

Ob-la-di Ob-la-da – the Beatles (my four year old niece loves this song, and everytime i hear it i think of her)

 

so now i’ll just sip my coffee whilst editing scripts before recording them… in my green shirt. -i’ll take a photo later, but the average-ness might be a little too overwhelming for you to handle.

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i love music. and i think the feeling is mutual.

July 21, 2008 · 3 Comments

music.

what a huge part of who i am and how i function. my life is consumed with music.

when i was in high school, as i would get ready in the mornings, i would decide what was going to be my song for the day. and anytime i was bored in class or feeling ordinary or attempting to mask certain emotions… or i just needed to get away, i would sing that song in my head. or sometimes outloud. and some days that is literally what got me through… that particular song.

there are certain songs that i associate with people, events, moments, memories, etc. and it’s interesting how sometimes i choose to refrain from listening to particular songs because it brings about an unwanted memory (hotel california, to name one). ugh. i dislike that song simply due to someone it reminds me of.

there are also certain songs that i’ve had to work myself up to listening to again. the irony in this is that the song(s) i am referring to began to cause me pain everytime i heard them, but they were such good songs! and the only way to get over feeling that pain was to allow (and sometimes force) myself to listen to them… so, in a way, i found healing through pain… yeah? the rub comes when trying to withstand the on-creep of the memories. difficult, but doable. …but difficult.

i enjoy the fact that if someone asked me to categorize songs for particular moments in life, i sooo could. not that anyone would ever ask me to do that… but seriously, i could write an autobiography just using songs.

there have been a few instances where i started liking an artist because the person i was “in to” at the time did (to clarify, a lot of people do this. i promise). an example would be, gavin degraw and john mayer. …i was about to voice something like, “i wonder if anyone has done the same with me” (you know, liked an artist [or in my case, broadway musical] because i did), but then i realized i’m not that cool.

anyway. i don’t know where i was going with any of this… they were just thoughts that were being thinked.

“if music be the food of love, play on — give me excess of it.”

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the dark knight

July 20, 2008 · Leave a Comment

there won’t be any spoilers contained in this entry, worry not.

as a trained actor, i have criticism built into me; thus, i am the most critical (though non-judgemental), person you might ever meet. and though i voice my opinion when i think someone has done a shoddy job portraying a role, i more often dote upon those whom have completely knocked my socks off.

there was, of course, huge hype over heath ledger’s portrayal of the infamous villain, “the joker”, but it is something you have to see for yourself to understand. it is almost scary just how brilliant ledger is in this role. he made the joker likeable and more complex than one could ever think possible. i think villains, in general, are quite purposeful with their intentions. there’s a reason why they’ve gone mad and there is a driving force that has causes them to act in such manners. and most times, we–nay,i–would gladly like to see the villain punished for their behaviours…for causing such harm. but… i didn’t feel that way about the joker.

that being said, that’s not why i thought ledger’s performance was brilliant. while it adds to it, there is an aspect (that i’m sure many actors might be in agreeance with me), that ledger mastered with an uncanny ease. i’m not sure how to word it properly, so i’ll give examples: 1) when i see brad pitt in a movie, he does a certain mannerism with every single one of his characters (which is something he probably does in real life), and it’s this thing with his mouth. and every time i see him do this, i remember it’s brad pitt playing this character. i’m in no way discrediting pitts’ performances, but on one hand, it makes him, dare i say, average. very good, but average. 2) i think a goal for an actor is to get to a point where it doesn’t look like they’re acting anymore. basic concept, yeah? along with this, and perhaps a bit more challenging, is for an actor to completely engulf themselves in everything that would encompass their character. because after they get to that point, all decisions, reactions, mannerisms are no longer theirs. the way they see things is no longer through their own eyes but through their character’s. everything they do from thereon out becomes natural.

and that’s exactly what ledger did, and again i say, with quite an uncanny ease. he became his role, which is what all actors attempt to do, but i think it is easier said than done. he was… brilliant. absolutely brilliant.

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getting to know you…er, me…

July 19, 2008 · Leave a Comment

…and what better way than with a rousing round of random facts, no?

i…

have an exceptional memory.

am a workaholic.

am married to the most selfless man in the world.

now prefer strawberry jam over grape jam [note: jam. not jelly].

am re-reading book 7 of the Harry Potter series. it’s brilliant.

consider myself a movie afficionado.

pout my lips while i’m concentrating and don’t realize it until my face starts to hurt [note: i just caught myself doing this; hence the mention].

sometimes wish i was born during the 70’s. this is due to the fashion, but more importantly it was a good time for broadway.

cannot draw. anything. seriously.

always have my iPod on shuffle. it’s a surprise everytime.

am ambidextrous.

have lived in Indiana, New York, Ohio, Kentucky and Thailand.

think Amish are fascinating.

like to brainstorm names for my unborn/un-conceived children.

am 90% certain i am allergic to pineapple.

am a Voice Over Artist. and also the only American at my company.

enjoy rain.

had a tent with Alf on it when i was young.

have vain tendencies.

am, surprisingly, quite patient.

enjoy life a great deal, no matter the circumstance.

dream with my eyes open.

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